Month: January 2021

💕My Socialization

Many people have asked me WHY I haven’t simply gone out to society and shared about My Energies and Connectivity Passion, except to those who come in so they can receive. The truth is, I too get to become Aware from life experiences and evolve into my Greater Self. 

And because I enjoy writing, I’ve decided that this is a perfect way for me to share openly.  Let’s enjoy this ride together;

A Roller-Coaster Ride – For the past 25+ years I’ve been learning to unplug from meanness, in order to be able to Plug In to the Empowerment of living inside MY Truths.  Within the wild-loop-de-loops, I was doing my best to keep the crapola out of MY Playground Sandboxes.  It’s been a daily chore for sure over the years.  And I will admit that I did miss quite a bit of the piles dumped in the sand and covered up, making them still look ‘pretty’.

OLD Position – I had been living in a mixed up thinking world of both – ‘I hope people will find me and see that I’m a good person, and want to hang with me.’ …alongside… ‘I’ve been ridiculed enough to know NOT to share what I’ve learned about ‘this and that’, so I’m going to keep it to myself unless someone asks.  AND then when they do ask, I will cater the conversations to their liking so I don’t offend them.’

WHAT??? – This crazy-spin has been circling around my ENTIRE EXISTANCE AS NANCY, and I am not 7yrs old anymore!!!

My Options – NEITHER one of those thinkings allows Me to be the Authentic Powerfully Fun-Loving person that I believe myself to be. 

Looking AT – I have had many lovely supportive people in my life telling me to ‘LET ALL OF THAT GO AND JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT’. …Seriously??… If it was that easy I would’ve jumped off that hurtful wagon many many moons ago….BUT… It’s NOT that easy, except for someone outside my body to say this!

Patterns Imprinted – Being a child born in chaos and segregation, I had been trained to play inside other peoples’ life games, and to take on the responsibilities of others’ insecurities. This in turn taught me to believe that when people came into my life to experience a supportive person, friend and/or mentor, they would absorb and utilize the gifts they were being freely given to help empower themselves.  OOPS!!!

This was NOT the case, a bunch of times, and the results I received were shown with more abuse, trauma, drama and catastrophes in and around me. 

An INSIGHT Revealed – This is why I hadn’t wanted to share about myself on any Social platform.  Greatness being born within these words!!

Social Platforms – What a wonderful way to communicate with people these days to share, share, and share some more about me, what I experience in my life and how I’ve gained amazing Nuggets. 

Talk about being vulnerable!  Yikes!!! – This has NOT felt safe for me in any way shape or form, which is why I’ve been vague and inconsistent in my efforts to stay active with the World Around Me.  This kept people at bay with any personal specifics.

Truth Be Told –

    • I DO have opinions!
    • I DO have messages to share!
    • I DO Love who I am!
    • I DO have a Life I treasure and adore!
    • I DO have a World that I Live in that is off-the-beat to the common minds!
    • I DO have some Powerful Energies that keep me Connected to ALL THAT IS HONEST, LOVING AND KIND!
    • I Am the Energy Lady who knows that CONNECTIVITY AND PLAYFULNESS are synonymous and that they have mucho personal POWER!
    • I GET TO Stand As ME!

New Tribe – I LOVE Connecting with People!! I LOVE IT!! – I have chosen to walk out from behind the door that was hiding me, even if the ‘powers that be say otherwise’!  I like skipping along a FUNtabulous path and am opening up to expanding My Tribe! 

My Peeps – I can feel that we’ve been working together in the ethers, calling to each other so that this day would morph into a reality!!  We’ve been doing the hard work over the years and are Ready, Able and Willing to Powerfully PLUG IN TO OUR OWN GREATNESS!  We are here to BE, Share and Invite more and more and more and more of US to Come Together!!!  

I AM a Pack Leader that’s Eager to Play, Create and Manifest ALL that is here FOR me to receive!!

LET’S CONNECT –  

TIME TO START ENGAGING!!!